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Mystery of Iniquity

It's the mystery of Iniquity
It's the Misery of Iniquity
It's the History of Iniquity
And It All, All falls Down
I'm Tellin You All, it all Falls Down

Children Eat Your Bread
Little Children Eat Your Bread
Cause It All, All Falls Down
I'm tellin You all, It All Falls Down

Y'all can't handle the truth in a courtroom of lies
Perjures the jurors witnesses spies
Crooked lawyers false indictments publicized
It's entertainment the arraignments the subpoenas
High profile gladiators in blood thirsty arenas
Enter the dragon black robe crooked balance
Souls bought and sold and paroled for 30 talents
Court reporter catch the circus on a paper
File it in the system
Not acknowledged by the Maker
Swearing by the bible
Blatantly blasphemous
Publicly perpetrating that in God we trust
Cross examined by a master manipulator the faster intimidator
Receiving the judge's favor
Deceiving sabers
Doing injury to their neighbors
For status, gratis, apparatus & legal waivers
See the bailiff representing security
Holding the Word of God soliciting perjury
The prosecution, political prostitution
The more money you pay, the further away solution
Legal actors, babylon's benefactors
Masquerading as the agency for the client
Hypocritical giants, morally non compliant
Orally armed to do bodily harm
Polluted recruited & suited judicial charm
And the defense isn't making any sense
Faking the confidence of escaping the consequence
Now the defendant is dependent on a system
Totally void of judgement

Purposely made to twist him
Emotional victim blackmailed by the henchmen
Framed by intentions inventions whereby they lynch men

Enter the false witness slandering the accused
Planting the seed openly
Showing he's being used
To discredit edit headed for the alleged
Smearing the individual fearing the unsuspected
Expert witness the paid authority
Made a priority to deceive the majority
Of disinterested peers dodging duty for years
Hating the process
Waiting to return to their careers

Do we expect a system made for the elect
To possibly judge correct
Properly serve and protect
Materially corrupt, spiritually amuck
Oblivious to the cause
Prosperously bankrupt
Blind leading the blind
Guilty never defined
Filthy as swine
A generation pure in its own mind
Legal Extortion blown out of proportion
In vain deceit the truth is obsolete
Only 2 positions, victimizer or victim
Both end up in destruction
Trusting this crooked system

Mafia with diplomas
Keeping us in a coma
Trying to own a piece of the American Corona
The revolving door, insanity every floor
Skyscraping paper chasing, what are we working for?
Empty traditions, reaching social positions
Teaching ambition to support the family superstition
When the son of perdition is commander in chief
The standard is thief
Brethren can we candidly speak
Woe to the men
Trusting in the chariots them

Leaning on horses they run
To intellectual sources
Counterfeit wisdom creating the illusion of freedom
Confusion consumes them, every word they speaketh entombs them
Outwardly white, internally they're absent of light
Them trapped in the night & bondage to the 'caine in the night (Canaanite)
Under the curse, evil men waxing more worse, faxing the first
Angelic being cast to the earth, it's time for rebirth
Burning up the branch and the root
The empty pursuits'
Of every tree bearing the wrong fruit
Turn and be healed
Let him who stole, no longer steal, oh Israel
Surrender for Jehovah is real
How long will you sleep
Troubled by the thoughts that you keep
The idols you heap
Causing the destruction you reap
Judgment has come
Find it and return to the One
Abandon the flesh
Self-interest "broadway to death"
Pride and the greed hiding subdividing the seed
The knowledge of good and evil is what caused us to lie
Caused us to die
Let your emotions be crucified
Renounce all your thoughts
Repent and let your mind be retaught
You'll find what you sought
Was based on the deception you bought
A perception of naught where the majority remains caught
Loving a lie, not realizing in Adam all die

It's the mystery of Iniquity
It's the Misery of Iniquity
It's the History of Iniquity
Oh And It All, all falls Down
I'm tellin You All, it all Falls Down

My hOrOscOpe say it all....

You are going to be turning heads today. You have a kind of radiance that people can see from blocks away. And you're intelligent. And sweet. And heroically patient. In short, you're unstoppable.

&&

You'll be surprised today when someone powerful puts themselves at your disposal. It turns out that they are trying to impress you, while all along you thought that you were trying to impress them! You should definitely take advantage of their friendly advances, but try not to take advantage of their selflessness. This is a delicate situation -- you are flattered by their efforts but not totally sure that you want them to see how much you need their help.

..Ill explain it all later...when I get this, situation, figured out..

...Off to work! tata!...

Amber M!
xOxOxO

Yesterday...today!

I haven't updated you guys on whats been going on..

• Ive been working AS USUAL! Yea, that thing, the thing that takes me away from my fantasy world and brings me back to reality...work! Ive been stressing because we have a new manager and for some reason she's giving everyone hours but me! She thinks its not fair I have the most hours 24/7. But if she only knew I earned it. Ive been through everything with that stupid store and never complained not once! She gave the hours I told her I was sposed to have to israel. I explained to her I have to pay bills, she didnt care. Im so pissed I didnt leave them to fall and go to that other job! Anyways, I told her she should just give me the hours, not only because I have to pay bills. Nope, not just for my personal benefit. But because no one else can stand working there everyday but one day besides me. So like I knew, Israel called and asked me if I wanted to come in from 2:30 to 9:30...BLAH..Right after I made plans for lunch with geneva & prisana! I was happy yet upset happy because I want/need the extra money but upset bc I really wanted to go out to lunch! I havent chilled with anyone in FOREVER!! So I decided to push it to the limit and I went to lunch and had them take me to work after I showed them my house..So I only missed two hours (18$$) which is okay because I basically made that up in tips! Im all about $$! I need to buy a new car so I can learn how to drive.
  
• I went out with Geneva & Prisana yesterday...It was cool, I havent been out with anyone in forever. I thought I came off kind of dorky because I felt like I was bugging them to hang out with me! They look soo grown up! Anyways we went out to eat at Chili's and it was kool. we talked about everything in general in life (high school, work, school, what we're doing now, what others are doing now..) and yea I realized we have a lot in common. I didnt know they didnt eat pork like me and I didnt know geneva's never been to a party & prisana doesnt have any tattoo's. They werent like all my other friends who were drama and ghetto and everything. Theyre really nice fun loving people. I can see myself being close to them. But I dont wanna push it lol, I still felt a lil outta place..anyways I realized geneva's kind of a ditzy driver, lol (dnt take it personal) but I still love her! I showed them my house and they loved it. BRANDON ACTUALLY ACTED NORMAL!!! hahaha...And then I asked them if they can take me to work, I felt soo bad when the coupons I gave them expired, I didnt want them to think that I scammed them to gimmie a ride! I tried to pay them back but they wouldnt except it..lol..=| I owe you guys!!!
  
• Ive been working out, yep! I ran went swimming did some laps around the pool and stretched, which hurt like hell I also have to keep up with my teeth face and scar healing treatments, not to mention my hair. I think my hair is thinning!! ugh im soo old. Im gonna buy that ovation cell therapy IT BETTER WORK! lol.. But not when brandon did this random ass backflip into the water, he was all calm and talking to me then he gave me his hat and jumped in. it was like some punk rocker ish...haha it was soo funny.
  
• I started reading the Bible again yes, another reason I have to get a car...so I can request saturday off for church. I feel like Ive been neglecting Him and havent been paying tithes and barely finding time to read the bible, which is horrible! I apologize and Im going to get myself back on track!!
  
• Im working on a song So I did some research found some beats (but the one I want is expensive as hell!) and I wrote a song to the sample beat b/c I dont want to buy it till i buy the car my bills are out the way and I save up $ for the winter in case no one hires me..I love it its a slow song but the bpm is 110+ so hopefully brandon gets hired so i can buy this beat and get some studio time. I really dont know how to go about doing this, but I dont want anyone I know to be there. This is a BIG step for me seeing as how shy I am around singing. But I have to find someone Im comfortable with enough to practice with them. I dont want to rent a studio and not have practiced, it would come out crappy then. I think Imma talk to my mom. I also dont know if you have to hure somebidy to push all those buttons in front of the sound proof room in the studio! ugh im so lost. I would ask brandy, but she's being and emo person right now, she thinks I got money moved up in life and left her. We got into an arguement which I suck at doing, she was like ur so random!!! & I was like your cat is your best friend. and the ONLY REASON WE'RE NOT HANGING OUT is because your girlfriend probably changed you soo much (i can tell) and I cant afford to pay for you and me. Im not willing to chill if I have to pay for it all. All she does is sleep now and school nothing else...anyways, yea, Im sposed to be on screenwritersradio.com Im gonna check it out
  
• I also attended the playboy party it was smf! (so much fun) but this guy pulled me to the side and took me to his hotel room, I was sooo scared I thought he was gonna try to rape me! but he questioned me and told me everything I need to know to get in. All except, me meeting the CEO I couldnt find him because all these guys were in my face! anyways it was so awesome! people assumed everyone there was 21 because its playboy right? so guys were sending me drinks and giving me their cards, one guy gave me his jacket and left his car keys in it! I was like wow! every guy there was SOMEBODY i met the owner of the biggest club in the u.s. and I can go on & on talking about it but Im on a time limit. It was smf!! I dont know if I made the cuts but Ill find out and let you know! I hope to God I did because it wasnt what I thought it would be it wasnt slutty at all.. I got invited to another event which Im so happy about. I just hope I dont screw up and they drop me! I think theyre all trying to help ease me into the world of playboy because they asked me to come back, i think so people will start recognizing my face and asking about me! The guy that pulled me to the side asked me, how would you like to live in l.a.!!! I was like heck yea!! only thing i regret that night is that i never got to be introduced to the ceo which could hender my chances tremendously! =| hopefully I see him at the next party! I loved it soo much! Minus the girl drama these two girls tried to get me to get the other kicked out because some girl was mad because I was chosen 2nd and she tried to cut me off..anywho, i wanna ask chanelle who the owner is but I dont wanna come off desperate so Ill wait. I also forgot to bring a pic like she told me! major minus! but hey this thing is every year I just have to look out for it and go next time, because the ONLY major holdback is that im not 21 and by next year if I get chosen Ill bee 21 by the finales and then I cant attend playboy mansion! Itd suck if I won this year and then couldnt go bc of my age =[ lemme get off this topic b4 i write a bool

• my relationship with Brandon is good overall we cant wait for him to get hired. maybe i can take break! and then he can help with bills, hopefully nothing stupid happens and he doesnt get fired or quits because its harder to work with a record..We get a long most of the time and he cooks and cleans and i luv him. Its just when we argue that makes me wanna leave him, but weve only argued once recently. those classes really help and hes changing, as geneva says, hes a man..hahaha..so yea

Ill keep you guys updated, ill post pix later b/c I gotta run to work!! (which reminds me I wanted to get pix with geneva and prisana!)

ttyl

Amber Mmmm!
xOxOxO

Videos

You guys have only seen pix of me & my life. Lemme show you some videos:

• On my way to burbank for my t.v. show auditions:

• Visiting my great grandma at her grave site for her 92nd birthday: One year passing anniversary (yes, she passed away around her bday)

• Last but not least (for now)...my doggies: Ice (the blue pit) and honey (the brindle):

Hey guys! Ugh lets see its wednesday and I work for the REST of the week..Oh and this pic to the left it an image of what I did on my day off: tan at the pool. Anywho I have a lot to do:
1)Get ready for this fridays playboy casting. I still need an outfit.Im really nervouse about this because Im the exact opposite of the "typical" playgirl: Im a brunnette thick and a big butt. No huge boobs, no blonde hair, no skinnyness! OMg come to thinkn about it the only reason Im going is because playboys casting manager thinks I have what it takes and I should go. WELL THEN WHAT AM I WORRIED ABOUT?!?! The decisions hers! Im still nervous, lol. She said to dress playboy style: sexy yet classy! ugh! that helps! I get my check today which means tomorrow I have to get my nails and feet done find the right outfit makeup hairstyle shoes EVERYTHING. I need to hire an assistant but Im on such a budget from moving into my new house! Im freaking out! Okay, I think Im gonna wear this hot peach backless shirt (which is long enough to be a skimpy dress) Im with black heels? Ionkno yet. I dont know whether I should try to fit in and flat iron my hair or not. Diversity or fit in?? !! Black eyeliner. I admit it, Im gonna buy a MAJOR push up bra. If I do get chosen, then I have to take off work...AHHHH! Anyways, my bf's ex is trying to be all friendly with me and Im tryna figure out why. Weird, we hated each other back in highschool. I think she just wants me to find a photographer for her pix. (I hate when girls contact me to help them, I usually ignore them) but this is a different case, I actually wanna see how this plays out. I need to get out anyways because GENEVA & PRISANA wont message me back. So, we'll see wont we! Okay Im gonna post a video later of me modeling my audition options. Tell me what you think! What else is going on? Brandon is this ("") close to getting a job, Im going back to school in the fall Im looking for a new job trying to learn how to drive, and Im buying a new car asap. I need to get back to peter about this t.v. show and BY NOW im halfway crazy. Just keeping you updated!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Amber Mmmm!
xOxOxO

Hurting...

Im on my period...tmi...i kno! But lets see I have to leave to work soon so lemme hurry up & update you! ..I went out to eat with my boyfriends family and they saw our new house. That was, difficult, seeing as I tense up around his mom. It took me forever to eat in front of them (his mom stepdad brother gramma & gpa) but I finally decided I wanted seafood alfredo (we went to olive garden in grossmont) before that I was working, which I hate now because we have a crappy new manager. His mom bought me another candle to add to my collection. I have a make up show to do tomorrow for chanelle nager, the Manager of Playboy Golf, and friday she wants me to audition for playboy. Im so nervous because Im not exactly the typical "playgirl" you know, blinde hair skinny big boobs. Im the EXACT OPPOSITE!! Brown hair, chubby, big butt! lol but we'll see. I wanna go on a diet but I love f0od too much. Im stopped collecting cans on my fourth bucket because I saw a rat. eww. I still walk. I dont know much else to tell you! Im rushing this post because Im sposed to be gone to work sooo, Ill post another blog laters...OHH OHHH!!! I GOT MY PERMIT!!! Now I just need to learn how to drive! Also my babe has an interview with hardrock hotel...YAY...Im still searching for another job and uhh waiting for this t.v. show to call me back...ionkno what else to say, but imma go eat & go to work and hope this new guy doesnt try to rape me next (hes such a pervert) : www.myspace.com/jabizzal

You decide..

Newho Im still tryna learn how to work this, blog and twitter (im gettin old) I had to have my lil sister tell me what jerking is (stupid) and my co worker show me creations.

Ill get at yall laters,lol!

Amber Mmmm!
xOxOxO