Hurting...

Im on my period...tmi...i kno! But lets see I have to leave to work soon so lemme hurry up & update you! ..I went out to eat with my boyfriends family and they saw our new house. That was, difficult, seeing as I tense up around his mom. It took me forever to eat in front of them (his mom stepdad brother gramma & gpa) but I finally decided I wanted seafood alfredo (we went to olive garden in grossmont) before that I was working, which I hate now because we have a crappy new manager. His mom bought me another candle to add to my collection. I have a make up show to do tomorrow for chanelle nager, the Manager of Playboy Golf, and friday she wants me to audition for playboy. Im so nervous because Im not exactly the typical "playgirl" you know, blinde hair skinny big boobs. Im the EXACT OPPOSITE!! Brown hair, chubby, big butt! lol but we'll see. I wanna go on a diet but I love f0od too much. Im stopped collecting cans on my fourth bucket because I saw a rat. eww. I still walk. I dont know much else to tell you! Im rushing this post because Im sposed to be gone to work sooo, Ill post another blog laters...OHH OHHH!!! I GOT MY PERMIT!!! Now I just need to learn how to drive! Also my babe has an interview with hardrock hotel...YAY...Im still searching for another job and uhh waiting for this t.v. show to call me back...ionkno what else to say, but imma go eat & go to work and hope this new guy doesnt try to rape me next (hes such a pervert) : www.myspace.com/jabizzal

You decide..

Newho Im still tryna learn how to work this, blog and twitter (im gettin old) I had to have my lil sister tell me what jerking is (stupid) and my co worker show me creations.

Ill get at yall laters,lol!

Amber Mmmm!
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