Videos

You guys have only seen pix of me & my life. Lemme show you some videos:

• On my way to burbank for my t.v. show auditions:

• Visiting my great grandma at her grave site for her 92nd birthday: One year passing anniversary (yes, she passed away around her bday)

• Last but not least (for now)...my doggies: Ice (the blue pit) and honey (the brindle):

Hey guys! Ugh lets see its wednesday and I work for the REST of the week..Oh and this pic to the left it an image of what I did on my day off: tan at the pool. Anywho I have a lot to do:
1)Get ready for this fridays playboy casting. I still need an outfit.Im really nervouse about this because Im the exact opposite of the "typical" playgirl: Im a brunnette thick and a big butt. No huge boobs, no blonde hair, no skinnyness! OMg come to thinkn about it the only reason Im going is because playboys casting manager thinks I have what it takes and I should go. WELL THEN WHAT AM I WORRIED ABOUT?!?! The decisions hers! Im still nervous, lol. She said to dress playboy style: sexy yet classy! ugh! that helps! I get my check today which means tomorrow I have to get my nails and feet done find the right outfit makeup hairstyle shoes EVERYTHING. I need to hire an assistant but Im on such a budget from moving into my new house! Im freaking out! Okay, I think Im gonna wear this hot peach backless shirt (which is long enough to be a skimpy dress) Im with black heels? Ionkno yet. I dont know whether I should try to fit in and flat iron my hair or not. Diversity or fit in?? !! Black eyeliner. I admit it, Im gonna buy a MAJOR push up bra. If I do get chosen, then I have to take off work...AHHHH! Anyways, my bf's ex is trying to be all friendly with me and Im tryna figure out why. Weird, we hated each other back in highschool. I think she just wants me to find a photographer for her pix. (I hate when girls contact me to help them, I usually ignore them) but this is a different case, I actually wanna see how this plays out. I need to get out anyways because GENEVA & PRISANA wont message me back. So, we'll see wont we! Okay Im gonna post a video later of me modeling my audition options. Tell me what you think! What else is going on? Brandon is this ("") close to getting a job, Im going back to school in the fall Im looking for a new job trying to learn how to drive, and Im buying a new car asap. I need to get back to peter about this t.v. show and BY NOW im halfway crazy. Just keeping you updated!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Amber Mmmm!
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