poetry update

12/29/2009
3:25pm
Separation: Day 1
The Pain of loneliness that’s what I feel
I’m like Alice in Wonderland finding myself in a place so unreal
When we give it the second chance our love gets torn apart
A restraining order I never even put up from the start?
I guess this is what’s called modern day Romeo and Juliet
Can’t they see what separations done to them? How could they forget?
A relationship whose basis was built on regret
And to protect our love, we used…nothing but threats
Now all this has gotten us is one single thread
The thread that we both hang from
The only way we now connect
And if it were to break I admit I must confess
While I’ve already lost half my mind trying to stay with you, I may as well lose my rest
Because you were the only love I wanted to claim as mine
Even though every time I confined to someone were fine we were always in some bind
I wish sometimes we could just leave our past behind
But I guess something’s let go and some things stay and that’s why loves stays so blind
One month of isolation from one another and after that maybe even a year?!
And I can’t take it that much longer that’s why I cry my written tears
And for one year in these four walls I will adhere
In fear, that within that year someone might move closer here
Here where you ought to be, where you once sought to be, and now I have no clue
If red is the color of our hearts then why is love so blue? (The love it emits so blue?)
And with this many obstacles, can love still be considered true
Because it seems there’s someone else in between me the hill and you
But for now I don’t care, wanna have fun? I’ll still be there
Life isn’t fair so Imma play the tortoise while you play the hare
(edited out: escaping to a place so unreal; im like the tin man no heart but all steel; ironic, protect us by threatening the other)